Friday, October 24, 2025

Loneliness of The Blood

 25 October 2025

Dear Diary,


I always get a little teary on the way to the bloodbank

Kindness, great snacks and staff who look you right in the eye and listen will do that.



Red as a cardinal's cassock, blood leaves me.



One time I gave platletts.

    Felt woozy.

    Insisted I was fine.

    The nurse knew I wasn't.

    They are face whispers.


    Stay she'd said.

And so I did.

    Nurses cared about me.


I cried,

a quiet cry.


Then marvelled at the selection of snacks on offer. 


I make a morning of it now.

    Mitigating loneliness

            One 

            Drop 

            At a time.


On the way to the blood bank this morning 

At the intersection

A woman I once knew 

Passed me in her car


    We were friends.


Every day I wake up thinking

    How is this possible that we are no longer friends..


    Middle East, North, West & South

Ruby, Scarlett, Crimson, Vermillion

Blood flows red as a cardinal's cassock

    Into rivers and seas.


I pause at the traffic light

Wanting to ASK

I am on my way to the blood bank

If you needed blood

Would you ASK who donated this?


Because I know that we are a match.










Zymurgy The Last Word in the Dictionary

 


zymurgy /ˈzʌɪˌməːdʒi/ noun the study or practice of fermentation in brewing, winemaking, or distilling.

Boys 

Brew wars

Blood Ferments 

&

Loss is distilled

Through the narrow neck

Of the

Demijohn